2011年5月29日星期日

Become worst and worst

Yesterday cannot sleep well again
Is again
I am so luckily becoz i was born on this family....
But my relationship between my mother and I is worst than last time....
What did we chat in our daily life??
Juz a few sentence that can always can be hear is
" Now veri late jor, go and sleep"
"Go and bath and eat now"
"When exam?"
"Now what time? Yumcha yum dou so late, cum bec faster"
"Today u want to eat what?"
And we good morning and good night oso will nt say to each other.....
Because of this,
I like to go out compare than at house.....

But i did not because of this did not happy
Because i knw that she is still caring about me
And why my mood always so bad?
That is no reason about this
Becaouse Jesus born me like this
Born me in unluckily. always bad mood.....
There are many things in my heart.....
But i didn't know how to tell out
So,
juz let it like this

心情低落

对不起
朋友
我不能如你们所愿
变得开心
我真的撑得很辛苦
很想一刀就把自己给了断!
留在这世上有什么用?
人又笨又迟钝
少了我又不会天崩地裂!
对不?

命运由不得我自己选择
但决定能由得我去选择吗?

要忘记人很简单
手机不再出现那个人的信息
手机不再出现那个人的电话号码
Facebook里不再出现那个人的状态
就能完完全全地把某个人忘记了

懂得叫人家不要伤害自己
我自己勒??
这五个月
没有一天好过
没有一天不发恶梦

And maybe i hurting myself oso didn't feel that i am pain
一面打字一面流泪
现在我到底是怎样啊??
终究有一种讲不出的痛

2011-05-29

终于开到了拉~
搞到我头都大
@.@

压力
千吨般酱压在我背后
:'(
真的是有够重
如果某件事我不想做
就不要逼我
因为你逼我也没有用
我说一就一
不会有二

中一时要选制服团体,
就想
在小学做了那么多年Scout....
而自己小学本身又是Pengerusi~
就想换去女童军
结果
对这个没兴趣
还可以留在那边整一年多
真的够力
后悔莫及
我买了Full-U
T.T
如果现在要换会浪费钱~

昨天心情非常的糟糕~
去补习,
一面听,一面流眼泪,
都不敢看老师一眼
就连朋友都不敢望~
心情最糟的一次莫过于昨天了